What now...

You tell me..I don't really know. Indulging myself with school work, social and church's welfare. Is that not enough? I don't know.

I felt like I am lost some how. I thought I was able to focus, but maybe it was a lie for myself? What is it that I am hiding? One thing I know for sure is the blast of relationship I was in, I am so over with...what is it I am so lost and confused about?

Does life really sucks? I doubt it. I assume it must be more than what...there is got to be more to life. Maybe I need another blast in life to make a difference?

Great, and I am yet to find that blast?

Come to think about it, I maybe know what I am missing...maybe that's the one thing I am missing right now that needs time to look for.

Since 2nd October 2006. Things seems to change in me, emotionally especially. Am I asking too much for myself? or is the world asking too much of me? I was once told, I am in the world NOT of the world. But..how can I be just IN the world when everyone else is OF the world?

Dilemma...dilemma...something needs to be done and I do not know exactly what..

Will time tell?

How Ironic

Some people just cannot take the fact that the truth was spoken. Agreed?

So much for my Happy Ending

It is funny how sometimes songs that we listened to applied in our lives. This is one of them that applies to mine. Love can be so blind, when we thought that we found someone that we are meant to be with and thought that he cares about us more than anyone else, is when the blindness fades away. I now see, what exactly he cares about. Himself. It took me a while to really see what he is about. I think it is still not too late, I still have time to start a new chapter of my life. And that is what I will do.

But seriously..

Who is to determine who to trust and who not to trust?

Who is to determine what is honesty?

Who is to determine what is right or what is not?

Who is to determine...what is truth?

You or Me?

Tell me...is it so hard to be yourself for once and not hurting anyone?

Is it so hard to tell the truth?

Would you want to know the truth now or later, thinking that telling me now would hurt me more than later?

Truth can be so cunning.

Truth does hurt.

Truth can be so untrue.

Truth can be a story that never ends.

Truth can be deceiving.

When there is a Truth being told, who is to determine to believe it?

What is there to believe?

Believing in something can be a good thing.

Believing in someone can hurt.

Believing can be so untrue.

Believing can cause stories never ending.

Believing someone can be deceiving.

So..seriously..what is all this?

Expect the Unexpected.

-Saturday, 19th August 2006-

Something happened after a wonderful night we had at the F&B Karaoke night.

On that same day in the morning, accident happened in Hau'u'a.

"Two teenagers died and three others were hurt when their speeding car ran off Kamehameha Highway and hit a utility pole at 4:20 a.m., police said."

Later..

"Nineteen hours later, at about 11 p.m., a group of people apparently paying their respects at a roadside memorial to the crash victims were themselves hit by a car, police said. One person was killed in that accident, one was in extremely critical condition and two others were in critical condition."

One of them, is Summer-Lynn Mau. My co-worker. I was shocked when Megan called me up and told me about that incident. I was speechless, did not believe it until I read the news on Honolulu Advertiser myself.

I quote,

"Speed was a factor, said Honolulu Police Department Capt. Frank Fujii"

If those "DRIVERS" were to drive with their conscious mind and concern about other people's safety and "OBEY" the rules. None of this could have happened.

One of them being interviewed and said the below, and I quote,

"This is too tragic," Kepaa said. "They were just stopping to show some respect. How does this happen?"

Their good hearts were paid with a tragic accident. I don't know whatelse I can say. Speechless. I am sure no one expect this to happen. But someone has to be responsible for the death of Innocent lives.

News:

Mourners struck at site of fatal car crash

Teenagers in car wreck identified

Hau'ula shrouded in grief by 4 deaths

May Summer rest in peace...and return to the arms of our Heavenly Father.

What is Organization Behavior?

I just got back from my job training. Out of no where I was thinking about what Organization Behaviour is about? So, I went online and search "what is organization behaviour in psychological term?" and this is what I've found...

This is some questions being answered by 3 Experts as follows,

• Dr. John Austin - Associate Professor of Psychology at Western Michigan University and member of I/O program.
• Dr. Dale Brethower - Professor Emeritus of Psychology at Western Michigan University.
• Dr. Alyce Dickinson - Professor of Psychology at Western Michigan University and chair of the I/O psychology program.

What is Organization Behaviour Management?

What Exactly does and OBM psychologist do?

Dr. Dickinson: An OBM psychologist can become involved in improving/maintaining any aspect of individual or organizational performance. In general, the areas include training, performance, management, (which may include improving performance quantity, quality, customer satisfaction, and/or safety), and systems analysis (increasing the efficiency of the way in which work gets done in the organization, altering what individuals do in their jobs, developing measurement systems for various units in the organization, and assisting organizations at the top level to determine measurable goals for its overall performance).

What are the basic areas in OBM?

Dr. Austin: The focus is on the problems, not like I/O where there are different areas. Some of the problems that OBM focuses on are safety, productivity, quality, and timeliness.

Dr. Dickinson: The areas include training, performance, management, (which may include improving performance quantity, quality, customer satisfaction, and/or safety), and systems analysis (increasing the efficiency of the way in which work gets done in the organization, altering what individuals do in their jobs, developing measurement systems for various units in the organization, and assisting organizations at the top level to determine measurable goals for its overall performance).

What is the difference between I/O (Industrial/Organizational Psychology) and OBM?

Dr. Brethower: I/O is an established field within psychology, traditional in approach, does lots of correlational type work, "owns" selection & placement and performance appraisal-which they've started calling "performance management" but don't be fooled. I have a colleague who earned his Ph.D. in I/O and went about establishing a consulting practice; he had to learn OBM to add value. OBM is known as that in ABA (Association for Behavior Analysis) circles and is known as HPT (Human Performance Technology) in ISPI (International Society for Performance Improvement) circles. It is a field created in the past 40 years by folks who were, primarily, behavior analysts.

Dr. Dickinson: If you would like more information about the difference between OBM and I/O, I suggest you read an article that was written by a number of us here at Western (one of my former Ph.D. students is the first author) : Bucklin, B.R., Alvero, A. M., Dickinson, A. M., Austin, J., Jackson, A. K. (2000). Industrial-organizational Psychology and Organizational Behavior Management: An Objective Comparison. Journal of Organizational Behavior Management, 20 (2), 27-75.

Is there a difference between OBM in the business department and OBM in the psychology department?

Dr. Dickinson: Yes. If you are asking about our business department, there is not really any OBM, per se. Organizational Behavior Management refers, specifically, to the application of behavioral principles in business and industry - it is not a general term for performance management or organizational behavior. Our business college, while offering courses in performance management, organizational behavior and systems analysis, does not approach the topic from a behavioral perspective. It would be quite difficult for me to explain the differences; I recommend that students read chapters from a nonbehavioral performance management text, industrial/organizational psychology text, or organizational behavior text, similar to the Muchinksy text I use in PSY 645. If you turn to the chapter on motivation, there are five different motivational theories presented, and all are different than the motivational theories presented in the leadership chapter. Because the theories differ so much, the approach to behavior and organizational performance differs considerably from the approach we use in behavioral psychology.

Psychology Psycho Psyche Psy...thing?

Ok, I have changed my Major to Psychology and Minor in ICS Media Communication. So, what does Psychology actually means? Let me break it down for you right here:

The word Psychology comes from Greek, Psyche (soul / mind) and logy (study)

• an academic and applied field involving the study of human mind, brain and behavior
• application of such knowledge to various spheres of human activity (daily lives & mental illness)

Psychology differs from anthropology, economics, political science, and sociology in seeking to capture explanatory generalizations about the mental function and overt behaviour of individuals, while the other disciplines rely more heavily on field studies and historical methods for extracting descriptive generalizations. In practice, however, there is quite a lot of cross-fertilization that takes place among the various fields. Psychology differs from biology and neuroscience in that it is primarily concerned with the interaction of mental processes and behavior, and of the overall processes of a system, and not simply the biological or neural processes themselves, though the subfield of neuropsychology combines the study of the actual neural processes with the study of the mental effects they have subjectively produced

Applied psychology
Applied psychology encompasses both psychological research that is designed to help individuals overcome practical problems and the application of this research in applied settings. Much of applied psychology research is utilized in other fields, such as business management, product design, ergonomics, nutrition, and clinical medicine. Applied psychology includes the areas of clinical psychology, industrial and organizational psychology, human factors, forensic psychology, health psychology, school psychology and others.

I basically are more interested in these two fields;

1. I/O Psychology

Industrial and organizational psychology (also I/O psychology or work psychology or occupational psychology) is the study of the behavior of people in the workplace. Industrial and organizational psychology applies psychological knowledge and methods to aid workers and organizations. Historically, job analysis has been the traditional means for which essential characteristics associated with any particular position are identified. A thorough job analysis takes time, resources and money but its benefits tend to out weigh the costs, especially when the position is of great importance, such as an executive position in a major corporation.
Industrial and organizational psychologists may use psychometric tests to measure the knowledge, skills, abilities, and personality characteristics of people for a variety of employment-related purposes, such as selection for appointment or promotion, or for training and development. They may devise questionnaires to measure employee attitudes such as morale, job satisfaction, or feelings towards management or customers.
Increasingly, people factors are recognized as a major determinant of organizational performance and a key competitive differential. Psychologists therefore may also advise senior managers on the management of organizational climate or culture, on dealing with organizational change, or on group dynamics within an organization. It is probably partly for this reason that management coaching is an increasingly popular part of the psychologist's work.
Industrial and organizational psychology is a diverse field incorporating aspects of disciplines such as clinical psychology, social psychology, and psychometrics as well as less closely linked social studies such as law.
Many industrial and organizational psychologists specialize in one of the following aspects: psychometrics; time and motion studies; employment law; personnel selection; training; leadership selection, coaching and development; organizational design and change. Some I/O psychologists are academic (working in both business and psychology departments) or non-academic researchers, while many others are engaged in practice, holding positions such as the following:
- executive coach
- diversity consultant
- legislative compliance officer
- labor relations specialist
- human resources specialist
- process improvement consultant
- manager of selection and training

1. School Psychology

School Psychology is a field that applies principles of clinical psychology and educational psychology to the diagnosis and treatment of students' behavioral and learning problems. School psychologists are educated in child and adolescent development, learning theories, psychoeducational assessment, personality theories, therapeutic interventions, identification of learning disability; and the ethical, legal and administrative codes of their profession.

Music...~[]^o^[]~

Uhm..I don't know..just thought I can try to post this here..

And Hey! It works...lol these are some of the songs I love to listen to EVERYDAY..

~m R o A dn~

I don't know why, I felt like writing something but I don't know what to write. Let's see...(thinking)...Ok, here:

Lately, I dreamt about Nick a lot. I had this dream me and him spending time together over here in Hawaii. And this morning I had another dream with him that he was suppose to be sending me off to the Airport as I leave for Malaysia for visit, but he ended up going home with me. It's weird..

We both are getting along really well, I would say so far so good We are planning to go DisneyLand in LA and then spend sometime together again in Vegas. Just pray and hope that things will go well this time without any drama. There's a few times we were on the webcam, he's on the phone. When I asked who was it, at least he is honest enough to tell me that it was Tiffinie. As long as she is NOT calling me on MY PHONE. I can live with that.

Talking about "Dreams" I love and hate.

I love because : That's the happiest moment of the night, dreaming of things that you are yet to do in real life or seeing someone that you have not seen for a LONG LONG time.

I hate because : YOU WAKE UP! grrr

Especially the dreams of my Family and Nick...I wished it could last forever. But I guess that's how dream works...SO...no further complain.

Update :-)

Me and Nick. We are going on FINE. He calls me almost everyday because most of the time we talk MSN =) which is still an effort. He called me yesterday when I was at work in Seasider (isn't that sweet?) He called me right after he get off work. Well..I thought that was sweet. I liked it. And so I got home around 3.45pm, I got online and he's there =)

He sent me a file called the Citrix O. It is a program where I can invite other computer to view my screen or to have full access to my computer. Which is pretty cool only to find out that it is another program similar to Remote Assistant on Windows. (Kind of dumb actually) LOL but it's okay. So now I have this GoToMyPC thingy on mine. And of course it's only a trial version. I ain't paying for that service when I can get the same service on Windows Remote Assistant!

I think I have gone...something different..LOL I don't know what, but I have been listening to some Country songs. They are not so bad you know, if you are sentimental enough to listen to their words...so lively..so real..so vivid.. There are a few songs that has become my favorite maybe I can share them...

Diamond Rio - I believe
Lonestar - Amazed
Shelly Fairchild - Tiny Town
Rascal Flatts - Bless the Broken Road

Listen to the words...I bet you will love it. Because every men that has a heart..will ponder into those words and feel them. I feel that these songs were written from the words deep down in their hearts, words that are so pure and true. I might be a bit overwhelmed with them and exagerate, but do try to listen to them...

~<-*-*->~Born again~<-*-*->~

I love this song..John Legend & Mariah Carey



The Words:-

Come bring me your softness
Comfort me through all this madness
Woman, don't you know, with you I'm born again

Come give me your sweetness
Now there's you, there is no weakness
Lying safe within your arms, I'm born again

I was half, not whole
In step with none
Reaching through this world
In need of one

Come show me your kindness
In your arms I know I'll find this
Woman, don't you know, with you I'm born again
Lying safe with you I'm born again

Come bring me your softness
Comfort me through all this madness
Woman, don't you know, with you I'm born again

Come give me your sweetness
Now there's you, there is no weakness
Lying safe within your arms, I'm born again
Woman, don't you know, with you I'm born again

I was half, not whole
In step with none
Reaching through this world
In need of one

Come show me your kindness
In your arms I know I'll find this
Woman, don't you know, with you I'm born again
Lying safe with you I'm born again

Maybe thing's aren't that bad?

Let's see, maybe thing's are not that bad at all? Actually, if the both of us put in the effort a little by little? The story maybe a different ending? Okay, here is the story:

Me and him gave ourselves another chance to push the accelerator constant. We made a deal to try to make the situation the way it was before where the both of us were happy together. Uhm..example, phone calls, talking, conversations, updates on our lives. And so we did. It was not that bad at all. I can tell he is trying.

We basically been talking since last Saturday (08/05/06) then a break on Sunday and THEN we have been talking everyday since Monday (08/07/06).

Check list.

Talking stupid. Checked

Laughs. Checked

Silly talking. Checked

Serious talking. Checked

Life updates. Checked

Noticed something different. Checked

Making fun of ourselves. Checked

Make fun of each other. Checked

I know this check list is kind of ridicule, but hey I am having fun knowing what me and him been up to myself. I found out something really funny, well at least I thought it was funny. He moved to another area and he told me he got a roommate. Just out of curiosity I asked him,

Me : Hun, is Jorge your roommate or housemate?

Him : What's the difference?

Me : Err, roommate is someone that sleeps in the same room with you, and a housemate is someone that lives in the same house but different room.

Him : Oh, then housemate he is.

Me : Uhm..yea, I cannot imagine you being in the same room with a guy.

And we just burst out laughing about it. See what I mean, just silly talk about roommate and housemate makes us laughs. Knowing the fact that he didn't know the difference of roommate and housemate makes me feel smarter than I thought I was.

Yesterday we were talking to an old friend named Chris on Yahoo Messenger. Chris is in Utah now living in a motel that cost $400 permonth, which is not too bad according to the both of them. I didn't know whatelse to say just kept quiet and agreed. (Er hello? I am a student 400 bucks is a LOT to me). And so Chris noticed a girl by the reception is a "cute native american girl". Curiousity kills the cat. Nick, being a Native american himself persuaded Chris to ask what tribe that girl is. Persuasion failed. I found out that Chris is a scary cat himself. LOL not to be mean but I witnessed.

Chris was waiting on her to pick up the phone because she will intro her name over the phone. Nick, being the aggressive one of course did not give up persuading Chris. I being the smart one, browse through the Native american name list online. I typed all the possible name but none of them were her name. Native American names, some are weird but some are really sweet. I like Angeni myself, that means "spirit angel". Sweet huh? I thought so too.

And so, after all the names try-outs. She finally picked up a call and said her name, Rayleen. Now here is the fun part.

Nick : What the....Rayleen? That's no Native American name..she must be a white chick that just got tanned!

LOL Funny to see how he express himself. We just burst out laughing. It was funny, after all the effort, she does not have a Native American name. Then Chris got kicked offline.

So left me and Nick having our own little conversation again. He was browsing through a link I gave to him and he found an English-Cherokee Dictionary! If you have not noticed, he is from the Cherokee tribe and Cherokee is his native language. He taught me some of his language, and dang...it does sounds Japanese to me and most of them does not make any sense. Don't believe me? Take a look at this...

(english) boyfriend = u-na-li-go-di (cherokee)

Try that! Sounds funny right? He is trying to preserve his language. It be so much fun to learn! If you want to learn more words hit the link below,

English-Cherokee Dictionary

After all that talking and fun, I had to go dinner and he wants to watching Chris Angel the magician show. So, I let him go.

Later that night, after dinner and I was walking home, he called me on my phone to check on where I was and to say Good night. I thought that was sweet.

Uhm...after all this typing. I guess all I am trying to say is that, all things won't be as bad as we thought it will be, so long as both parties put in a little effort to make a difference. As for me and him, we are so far so good.

And, jeez, who could have imagined I am learning Cherokee right? =)

Pit of Dilemma

Did I fall in myself?

Or did I create that pit and stepped down myself?

I don't know, I am so confused. Should anyone deserves another chance to make things right? Should anyone gives anyone a chance to make things right?

Or am I just being naive thinking that things will change by giving someone another chance?

Maybe chances are given to those to asked?

And he did so, give him that chance?

Why does someone has to lose something to know that's the one thing you don't want to lose?

What does a man think a relationship is?

Questions..upon questions filled up my head..what is going on?

~deep pit of dilemma~

Time to give up and let go?

Maybe it is about time to give it up and let it go? I believe life still goes on. Getting over him is not easy I would say but hey, time does help in healing. If we are not meant to be, maybe then we have someone else for us?

I guess I have been hold on for too long for a relationship, and all I am getting is a basket full of lies that should have not been hidden from me. But it did.

This time it ended quietly and peacefully, I haven't shed a tear since Thursday. Maybe I am beyond being hurt and I cannot even cry anymore. Some people has a limit to where they would cry and they couldn't cry. It has gone beyond that level to me. It maybe it is a good thing.

No matter what it is, no matter what had happened, I am now closing my chapter of my life with him.

THE END

The Last Time

The Last Time

by RIHANNA

Once was a time you and I

Made a promise till the day we die

I trusted each and every word

Never thinkin that I'd get burned

Silly me I believed in your fairy tales

Boy I thought that I knew you so very well

But you walked on my pride all the tears that I cried

And it cuts like a knife

[Hook]Its the last time your ever gunna kiss these lips

Or ever will decieve these eyes

Believe me when I tell you this

Baby boy its the last time

I'm ever gunna cry these tears

I'm never gunna hear your lies

So listen while I make it clear

In case you didnt hear

This times the last time

Theres no time

To give it one more try

Theres only time to say goodbye

Fooled me once shame on you

Fooled me twice now this song is through

The things you said I can never forget

The things you did fill my heart with regret

But I'm still standin tall as I walk away

And you know that its true when you hear me say

Its over, its through

And nothin you can do boy its sad but its true

[Hook]Its the last time your ever gunna kiss these lips

Or ever will decieve these eyes

Believe me when I tell you this

Baby boy its the last timeI'm ever gunna cry these tears

I'm never gunna hear your lies

So listen while I make it clearIn case you didnt hear

This times the last time

Theres no time

To give it one more try

Theres only time to say goodbye

Good Byeee No Baby

Silly me I believed in your fairy tales

Boy I thought that I knew you so very well

But you walked on my pride all the tears that I cried

And it cuts..like a knife

[Hook]Its the last time your ever gunna kiss these lips (ever gonna kiss these lips)

Or ever will decieve these eyes

Believe me when I tell you this

Baby boy its the last time

I'm ever gunna cry these tears

I'm never gunna hear your lies (never gonna hear your lies)

So listen while I make it clear

In case you didnt hear

This times the last time

Theres no time

To give it one more try

Its over its through nothin you can do and wonder why

Theres only time to say goodbye

Baby goodbye

Never gunna never gunna cry no more

Goodbye goodbye

Wou girls! Just wanna have fun! =)

Alright..I have been a R.E.B.E.L but shhhhhh..no one should know this! Yesterday was Sunday..and..I went out to Waimea with some friends. Kakakaka still..no one should know about this ok? So yea..Mahera called me around 11am, and told me that she had a plan..an EviL plan. I await for more details as I smirk to myself..and say, "Yes?"

[whispers: a plan to go Waimea Valley Fall]

Yup. "Imma rebel" say the Ebonics. Hehe

So, I was given 30mins to get ready to go! And..what a crucial coincidence..I was looking forward to go to the AR

"ARGH!!!! OKAY! THAT'S IT! I TOOK MY PRECIOUS TIME TO TYPE A WHOLE LONG STORY AND PUFF! STUPID MOUSE MESSED IT UP! HIGHLIGHTED EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVERYTHING AND DELETED WITH ONE HIT OF THE STUPID KEYBOARD. SO YEA, I give up and writing everything all over again..so bear with me, because whatever that happened just now killed my mood. So I am just going to add the pictures and you go figure what happen! ARGH!!!"

That's Irene in red, Katie and Mahera our picnic stop over ;-) Our munchies are,

- Chips Ahoy (chewy crackers)

- 10 pieces of Fried chicken

- 1 whole piece of huli-huli chicken

- 3 bottles of water

- chicken musubi (mine..lol)

- rice with stew pork (missing mushrooms and ginger flavor)

- potatoes wedges

- french bread

After that we started off our journey again and I saw this isolated sign saying "Waterfall" and so I decided to take a picture with it. My glasses makes me look retarded I know, but "I do not care," says Karen (Remember the Titans).

There we go! All the way was worth it ;-) That's the waterfall we have been walking all about for. One thing that is a little bit disappointing is that the Fall was not heavy but still it was nice. See the 3 of us on the left? Yup, that's us with some other people and Katie..where is she? [if you have to ask, hit your head] Okay, let me tell you about this little Fall. To swim to the Fall..was a HUGE effort. DO NOT UNDER ESTIMATE the waters. From the surface of the waters to the bottom which we were at in the picture is 30 FEET! Yup, I had Irene and Mahera along my side..haha I am a loser but HEY I swam over and took a picture. The waters from the Fall was warm..and it was nice. I likey!

He is a Blessing to me..Uncle Peter

How can I have this person in my life as my long term blessing from the Lord? I love you Uncle Peter..Thank you so much for making everything..well almost .. ;) possible in my life..

~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
hello!
Fui Kong says:
hi chuiyi
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
how are u
Fui Kong says:
good
yourself
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
thats good, i am good too
thought Id say Hi..long time no see
Fui Kong says:
how long has it been since you went over to Hawaii
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
Uhm..15months
time flies..
Fui Kong says:
if you like to visit Malaysia and your family in your coming vacation, I would be happy to provide you with your air fare
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
really
Fui Kong says:
yes
it is good to see how your family is doing
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
Thank you so much...
Fui Kong says:
they must miss you a lot
you can check on the air fare from your end
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
Yea..so far they are doing good, my mom is not a baby sitter, and my father is Working and taking of Home..and yes..I miss them a lot too and I miss you guys too of course
Fui Kong says:
ok
make your plan
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
yes I will do that..thank you so much..
Fui Kong says:
book early
let me know the cost
when you do graduate
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
Okie..oh yea..so when is your trip to come over to Hawaii
I am looking at..August 2008 if things goes well..
Fui Kong says:
I will be happy to fly both your parents to attend your Graduation Ceremony
for me I plan to visit US this December
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
are u serious!
Fui Kong says:
maybe this time I should go via Hawaii
yes
I am always serious
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
yea..come to hawaii..i would u to come and see my school and the place i work..
Fui Kong says:
yes I will happy to visit you and your school
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
I am sure u will this place too..hehe and I want u to know what this place is about..bcos you are the one making all this posible for me.
at least thats the way I see it..
Fui Kong says:
ok
make your travel plan yourself
and let me know
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
okie..will do
Fui Kong says:
need to go now
bye
~¤ Çhüî ¥ì ÎÑÇ ~¤ says:
okie dokie..u take care and bye .

See that? I couldn't ask for more..

4th Of July..

Uhmm...ok...INTERESTINGLY..8 more mins to go till the end of the 4th of JULY. Let's see how much I can type about today. Well..the count was kind of low today in the restaurant. Just about 220 people that visited our restaurant. Work was not that busy and frustrated, everything went pretty slow and easy. So yea..that was it. Haha ironic huh? Ok..so me and Megan went to Foodland to return the DVD's that we have rented last weekend. So we walked through the neighbourhood and WHOA! those kids were playing firecrackers and fireworks. Me and Megan was kinda freaky walking by them. Because they will just throw it EVERYWHERE! It was funny how the both of us trying to walk away from it.

Then we came to this corner junction, there was a BIG BIG crowd of people and they have this ladder of firecrackers set up. It was bing bang bomb all the way to the top of the ladder it was BIU TI FUL!...SO we made our way to the Ohana Video Store returned the dvd's and was so worried about which way we are going to use to walk back home because we are both losers YES I know..but try to walk in the neighbourhood where EVERYONE is playing those bursting fire balls and throwing them everywhere..how would you feel? FREAKY? Muahaha

So we pass by that corner junction again, and these people were all ready to light up the gigantic spider looking firecrackers having them lined up all the way to the top ladder with 5 guys at the end of each long crackers..counting down 5..4..3..2..1 !! they all light it up together and once again..BING BANG BOMB!!! it was soooooooooooo loud yet to BIU TI FUL!! everyone was happy so was me and Megan..after finishing that, we slowly walked home..the same way we came..and yup..those **WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! it's exactly 12.00AM!!** firecrackalacking all the way..once again we jumped and swaying left to right to get away from them..hehe

SOOOOO...there were also other families that was playing those reaaaaaaaaaaaaallly purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrty fireworks that shots up in the sky making those "BUP!BUP!BUP! PLIK! PLAK! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE POP!" sound.. it was a really fun walk..we wouldn't have seen such a great sight if we hadn't decide to walk over to return the dvd's..so yea..I enjoyed that night and so does Megan.. =)

Another day outa TOWN..

This day..it was GREAT. Me, Megan, Johan and Tyler went to town and we...BUY! BUY! BUY!.. The bus ride was kinda killing but we survived! Yeee Hawww! So Johan suggested us a place where we can eat real good Malaysian Chinese Food. So we took that Onehour and 45mins sickening bus ride to Ala Moana (Like our KLCC mall) then we walked about 20mins to this restaurant. We almost got ran over by a car while we were crossing the road...but we lived. So..after we crossed over, there was a lil' paper sticking on the door saying "We will be closing on April 30th" it was the 1st of July on that day..YUP! The restaurant CLOSED. WaAaAAaAaaAaaa..after all the sickness and cheat deaths and walks we end up finding the restaurant was closed. But oh well...we cross back the same road back to the other side and the Smart Johan told us that there's another Chinese Buffet Restaurant over the corner and so we went..and Thank Goodness it's open! We went in and it was like a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal Chinese Restaurant..and they have this buffet line with really good stuff too...they have fried shrimps, fried chicky wings, roasted duck, sweet and sour piglegs, eggplant, fried rice, and they also have "Sai Mai Lou" for dessert! It was sooooooooooo good.
After that lunch, we walked all the way back to Ala Moana and did some shopping. And then we went to Walmart to get some toiletteries. We didn't leave that place till 9pm..therefore those pictures...below..

This is a MAN STATUE right in front of Hawaiian Convention Center, I thought I give it a shot and take a picture of it..I think it is unique..hehe..NEXT!

Okay...there's me and Megan in the picture..I wanted this picture and Johan refused to take it..hehe I wanna picture at the butt! Without knowing my head is right in the BUTT! Argh! The HORROR!! But..hey it's a NICE picture...that Sexy statue are not SEXIER to see with us in there..hehe ;-)

Hawaiian WATER PARK! WICKED!!

This is one of the MOST Exciting day out I had in Hawaii..my ward..went to the Hawaiian Water Park..and it was SOOOO much fun! It's almost like Sunway Lagoon and oh my I will go back again when I have some extra cashys..hehe..I went with some of my girls..Vicky, Nami, Joanah, Ailia, Caroline, Aggie and Tasha..they are soo much fun! Didn't take much pictures of us on those rides..but I took some picture of those crazy rides..and they are SOOO much FUN! *noticed I repeated twice* hahaha

The.."butt in the camera" picture..walking in the water part..

Why are girls so camera SHY? Bravo Tash..you did it! and SMILE YOUR ON CANDID CAMERA!..hehe

Sings..*We're just hung-ge-ry people..and we all know which way to go...* Yummy lunch..

-BBQ Chick

- Chilly Dog

- Salad

- Rice

- Sodas

This bad boy is call "CliffHanger"..what we do is..from the top we lay down in the tube..hold on to the rod..then let go and you went "SLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" all the way DOWN..YEA BABY! FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!

Another bad boy..call the Flying something I forgot so I am going to call it a Flying Man tube. The same thing you do at the top hold rod and lay down..the only thing is..see the water splash out from the tube? THAT's where your body will be and you will go..**SPLASH!!** and **TUMMMM** in the water..SWIM BABY! SWIM!

Newly Wed (Dom and Jamie)

Uhm..somewhere in April 2006, Dominic and Jamie got married and we were invited. Eh..it's not my wedding day don't expect me to remember the dates ok..haha. Dom made a really nice slide show of him and Jamie and it was really touching..he got pictures from their childhood till teen till college and adult life..aww thinking about it give me chills down my spine..very romantic..hehe..

Dom the broom...I mean the GROOM and Jamie the Bride..I have no Idea why they not looking at the camera..shy maybe? haha

Me and them..Don't I look gorgeous..I mean them..hehe

Awww...look look..the Malaysia Famili piktor..so sweet..

I am so cuddly..LiMei can't take her arms off me..mmmm I feel loved...and yes I love my EMO hair NOT! It was accident..but hey..I think it made me look pretty..haha *don't get jealous now!* Don't hate! LOVE!..hehe

The future Bride to be..JayAnna and Me..She went home for Summer..miss her silliness..hehe LOVE YOU JAY..Hurry home!

Gospel Forum in MAY

Being in a CHURCH School..you cannot miss out Gospel Forum..

Date : ~somewhere in May..can't remember~
Organizer : LiMei
Music : Tyler
Teacher : Dennis Siow
Photographer : Random

Uhm..me and Dennis..eh..for some reasons this picture makes me look awfully FAT! ARGH! Don't even know why I am posting this anyways..DON'T LAUGH!

A meeting I am not even suppose to be in..Hahaha I just sat on it randomly because I was bored. And Megan took a picture of me in them..makes me look I am very very important..awww I was in the meeting..how cool..

Trying to give piggy ride to my lil' friend Nikki..haha so cutee..don't look at me..my hair was JUNK! argh!

For some unknown reasons LiMei named this picture "eh.jpg" don't know why..I was just trying to be silly..what was the first thought that came to your head when you saw this picture? was it "How did she not fall over?" if you did..then you are too smart..

SMC Opening Social (Hukilau Beach)

Waeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...yup WHO SAID I LOST MY MALAYSIAN HERITAGE? muahaha look at us..we had a GOOD Opening Social at the beach for our club..

Me and my buddy..Megan..You see me you see her, you see her you will find me..hahahaha. Look at my sexXay pink lavalava..it's FROM TAHITI! Yup! Mahera's mama brought for me..aww so sweet huh? =)

From Li-eff-t LiMei, Megan, ME and Tugso..as you can see I am SQUASHED! LIKE ORANGE! ARGH! hehe...ooooh Tugso is from Mongolia..I think she is CUTIE pie..and she is KhengSaik's girl..awww Kheng gota cute girl...hehe

Erm..where were we?? Guys...it's Hukilau Bach..haha

HEY NOW!! Turn off the dang FAN! grrrrr

Me and the beach..SIGNBOARD..and I am tall and proud! Weeheeee

Beach time!! TAN TIME!

Okay, I am not a freak I just love TAN..brown skin makes me look sexy okay? Don't argue with me! GRRR..so yea..after celebrating the annual year..YUP it's time for have some fun! Me and Mahera went to the beach and took some sexy shots..SoME are no doubts ugly..but BARE With me okay? Mahera was my PPDP which means my "Personal Profession Demanding Photographer" She demanded most of the POSE..I don't need no credits..give it ALLLLLL to her..muahaha

that's ME! I look so STIFF...like frozen...*hands you some kleenex* sorry don't puke now..haha and don't worry I won't make you sick for posting more of these..haha

Can't deny more...I am a professional SURFER..*bwahahahahaha* Yes I am..Certified one too! Yeeehawwwwwwwwwww......

100% HAWAIIAN! **I wished** Imma sexXay mama huh? hahaha

Me and My PPDP...ehhhh my camera is not bad at all...it can take picture by itself! Whoaaa...got some artificial intelligence baby!

Calendar Girls? anyone? just give me some royalty after..MUAHAHA remember COPYRIGHT! grrr now leave me alone! hehe

One YEAR ANNIE!! weeehee

Okay since I am updating I might as well update as much as I can..hehe

LADIES and GENTLEMEN..on the 30th April 2006, I celebrate my FIRST YEAR in Hawaii with my goodfriends =)

That's the two monkeys..haha You know WHO..Mahera and Joanah..making their ingredients ready for the special dish..

Don't ask me why James look weird..I have no IDEA. Oh some new faces in the pictures? Yup..they are *left* Megan YONG..Mahera..VC and her mom, Joanah and weirdo James..

Here we go..a DECENT picture finally..a shot before we eat =) *woohoo* I am in the picture..I am proud..meeeheee

So yea..wondering what we had?

- Sweet and Sour pork

- Curry chicken

- Spring rolls

- Ice creams

- Sodas

- SIX MONSTERS on the side

AWWWight..Here I am...

Omg..can't believe it, I have missed out this page so much. Everyone has been updating theirs and I am so faaaaaaaaaaaaar behind. *smacks my own head* shame on you! yup! sure IS!

Well...it's been a long time that I can remember that I last update but who cares!? As long as I update it now. You have not been missing much because I basically did not do much for the past few months. Just that it has been *thinking and counting..one, two, three...* One year and 3months for me being in Brigham Young University-Hawaii. Gosh..time passes reaaaaaaaaaal fast, what have I done? Err..GOOD QUESTION!

Let's see, some parties, some funtimes, some goodtimes, some badtimes, some hightimes, some downtimes, and so many more somes! What have I done? A lot unexplainable..muahaha

Life is GOOD, Studies GOOD *trying to make it better* uhm whatelse? Ohhh LOVE? *winks*winks* Love is GOOD too. The most exciting event that happenned in the beginning of this year was..I went to LAS VEGAS through LOS ANGELES. Yup! Quite adventurous! ALL BY MYSELF. Hey..don't shake your head, I made my way home sound and safe.

And yes I met my MAN over there..fun eh? My man! Yeah! It was fun meet up and it's an experience I would cherish all my life. GOSH! Ever thought I'd be in VEGAS? Heckkkk NO, but I did..so I am proud of myself. Another big plan for this year is....saving up money to go LOS ANGELES again to VISIT DISNEYLAND! and go back to VEGAS..hehe **WISH ME LUCK!**

Sometimes I wonder, what does it take to have a dream accomplish? NEVER GIVE UP and Work on it. Yea..so I am living with that phrase now..and OF COURSE not forgetting the help from the one ABOVE..Heavenly Father =D

Oh and last June, I volunteered as an Usher for BYUH June Commencement. It was a FUN Experience..Elder Richard G Scott was there. Being there witness some of my friend's graduation does motivates me in working harder in my next semester. I want to graduate like them! YEA!

Just remember that, there is nothing in life that we want that we cannot achieve unless we give up and let it go off our hands. A lot of things in life we have to work and earned it. Nothing comes easy handed. Believe in yourself and have faith in your doings and in Him.

Ahhh suddenly I feel sooo...Spiritual? haha oh my..what has got into me? I guess everyone has their Spiritual side...and this is MINE..