PUBLIC cab.

Today, happens to be the first day of school starts. The car for no reasons has broken down way early in the morning. So, I had to call cabs. I called this P cab services and I called the S cab services. S called back and said no cab. That is fine by me. I called P again. Then P called back a while later saying "ok cab will be here in 10mins can you wait?" of course after ALL trying to get a ride to college I said "yes, I will wait" So before the 10mins I went downstairs to wait for the taxi. Waiting..and waiting..10 mins has passed. Now is 30mins after the call.

I, for sure called back P. P said "Ok let me check" I was on hold for that long suffering 4 mins. With that stupid idiotic on hold tunes. I can even memorize them by now, in my mind and my heart. P picks it up again saying "I'm sorry miss there is no cab" Total I have waited up to 40mins by now, my heart was on FIRE. I told her "What? Just now a girl called me and said the cab will come in 10mins" P went "oh..is it? ok let me check" guess what? Yup another stupid idiotic on hold tune moment. For about 2 or 3 mins, P picks it up again. Saying "Oh I am sorry miss the taxi driver left, I called him and he doesn't want to go back"

The FIRE got bigger. It was up to my brain! I told her I have been waiting for the cab, I came down before that pathetic 10mins and now YOU are telling me the cab left? DAMN YOU FUCKERS ARE TERRIBLE!!

I have been calling since 730 in the morning, and now is 926am. Whatelse can I do right? SO I came back up to my house, got online find another cab number. I have never had any good experiences with P. This time just got worst. I am wondering, if all those fucking cab drivers would just work a little bit harder than jsut waiting at the bus stop overloaded with CABS why don't they just pick that damn service call? Are they just too rich to pick up any service calls? Then don't be taking other peoples working opportunities..those who really want to earn money without being bothered with service calls!

STUPID CAB DRIVERS. MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND. WORK OR NOT TO WORK. STOP LOITERING AT THE OVERLOADED BUS STOP AND TAKING UP THE BUS STOPPING SPOT. DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE RATHER THAN SITTING AROUND TALKING TRASH AND SMOKING SHIT. IF YOU ARE DAMN LAZY JUST KEEP YOUR DIRTY LAZY FAT ASS AT HOME!

So..when the Sun is up

Um..so it is Saturday.

Just as random as the title..I am just bored wanting to vent some unrealistic thoughts. Went to this place called '100plus' for breakfast with fam. God! I have to say they have the LOUSIEST and TERRIBLE service. NO Offense but, damn can't they just smile with all the hard work?

Went to this counter to order my breakfast, stood there not sure who I should talk to this fella came up and asked what I wanted. I told her I want this and that, she just turned around grab the bowl and fill it up with the noodles and not saying anything YET with that bitchy look on her face.

SO, I was thinking. 'Did she get my order?' well fuck that, I told you what I want and if the food is not here by the time the rest of the dudes finishes I ain't gona pay nor eat. I mean come on guys, we are your customers, just because you got good food, doesn't mean that we deserves your lousy service.

I personally is very particular in receiving services. If I do not get it right, I will critic. SO deal with it OR get better! Don't say that I didn't warn you!

And so, I had this very weird thought's yesterday.

For the whole day, just for some unknown reasons I was thinking about somebody for like the a period of time. Sigh, only GOD knows the reason right?

SO, I was thinking what if nothing as bad as what had happened before, if the letter did not get me in trouble, if she wasn't there to mess things up, if he were to tell me the truth of all things, if he were true to me..what would it be like today?

Maybe the weddings bells would have rang long time ago, maybe we'd be happy by now, or maybe all can be unpleasant.

Then the question shoot right back in my face, 'WHY was I thinking about him? if I am so over him?' blah..human being can be so stupid sometimes, we get lost easily and no sense of direction. Maybe I had the direction and somehow it was blocked that I had to re-route...then I lost myself somewhere.

I am hating this feeling when all the memories is coming back to me...because it just doesn't make sense. Sigh..should I keep finding my way out or should I just let it go and it fades away itself..Will it fade away? Because once upon a Fall..I thought it went away..BUT THEN it is back now and .. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is stupid.