So..when the Sun is up

Um..so it is Saturday.

Just as random as the title..I am just bored wanting to vent some unrealistic thoughts. Went to this place called '100plus' for breakfast with fam. God! I have to say they have the LOUSIEST and TERRIBLE service. NO Offense but, damn can't they just smile with all the hard work?

Went to this counter to order my breakfast, stood there not sure who I should talk to this fella came up and asked what I wanted. I told her I want this and that, she just turned around grab the bowl and fill it up with the noodles and not saying anything YET with that bitchy look on her face.

SO, I was thinking. 'Did she get my order?' well fuck that, I told you what I want and if the food is not here by the time the rest of the dudes finishes I ain't gona pay nor eat. I mean come on guys, we are your customers, just because you got good food, doesn't mean that we deserves your lousy service.

I personally is very particular in receiving services. If I do not get it right, I will critic. SO deal with it OR get better! Don't say that I didn't warn you!

And so, I had this very weird thought's yesterday.

For the whole day, just for some unknown reasons I was thinking about somebody for like the a period of time. Sigh, only GOD knows the reason right?

SO, I was thinking what if nothing as bad as what had happened before, if the letter did not get me in trouble, if she wasn't there to mess things up, if he were to tell me the truth of all things, if he were true to me..what would it be like today?

Maybe the weddings bells would have rang long time ago, maybe we'd be happy by now, or maybe all can be unpleasant.

Then the question shoot right back in my face, 'WHY was I thinking about him? if I am so over him?' blah..human being can be so stupid sometimes, we get lost easily and no sense of direction. Maybe I had the direction and somehow it was blocked that I had to re-route...then I lost myself somewhere.

I am hating this feeling when all the memories is coming back to me...because it just doesn't make sense. Sigh..should I keep finding my way out or should I just let it go and it fades away itself..Will it fade away? Because once upon a Fall..I thought it went away..BUT THEN it is back now and .. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is stupid.