I, then realized.

I'm sitting here trying to write a sad account,
I'm sitting here trying to refresh my thoughts,
I'm sitting here trying to find my faults.

I, then realized, the fool I was,
I, then realized, the fool I am.

I'm sitting here thinking of the things you did,
I'm sitting here thinking about you and me,
I'm sitting here wondering if we are ever meant to be.

I, then realized, there were nothing you ever did for me,
I, then realized, an "Item" we never IS,
I, then realized, the one you wanted, wasn't me.

I'm sitting here NOW wondering whom it may be,
All these wonders are painstaking,
I'm sitting here NOW thinking, who is she,
All these thinking are killing me.

Whoever it maybe,
Just know I wished it was me,
Whatever it is, I hope that you,
Are Happy.

You came along.

It's been awhile, then you came along,
It's been awhile, I thought the feelings were gone.

You came along and showed me the way,
And walk the journey to Love again.

With me you said, you fell that night,
With me you said, I was all in your mind.

You came along and you showed me the way,
To walk the journey to my Heart again.

It's been awhile, since the last we talk,
It's been awhile, since the last we walked.

With me you said, "I am not pushing you away",
With me you said, I am just a friend.

You came along, and left me alone.
You came along, and now you're gone.

The feelings were never told,
The closure were unsure.

You came along, and left me alone.
You came along, and now you're gone.

What would it possibly take to WRITE again?

This time, I write FICTION. Perhaps a life style? Perhaps ... hmmmm

I have the idea in my head, but I am not sure IF I am able to make it work. It kind of sucks when knowing the things I would LIKE to write about would have to involve people that I want to involved them in but yet not sure IF they want to be INVOVLED.

Complication of speech up there ain't it? Yea...I feel the same way too.

Anyways, wouldn't hurt trying or die regreting..RIGHT?

SO I shall start with my points of questionings. IN hoping that I would make it more real...EVERY ONE loves reality point of views..I know I do...sometimes asking heartache questions may help in finding TRUE answers.

We shall see how it goes.

I want to try to write more localized, in Culinary terms.

Hmmmm