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SUNLIGHT cab.

Ok, So..P disappointed me so far. I called S. S said ok will call me back. I waited, for 30mins. I called them back. S said ok holdon let me check. I was practically on hold for 3mins. Then S picked it up again and said "I will call you back now busy".

Without saying ANYTHING I just hang up my phone.

This is awfully TERRIBLE.

PUBLIC cab.

Today, happens to be the first day of school starts. The car for no reasons has broken down way early in the morning. So, I had to call cabs. I called this P cab services and I called the S cab services. S called back and said no cab. That is fine by me. I called P again. Then P called back a while later saying "ok cab will be here in 10mins can you wait?" of course after ALL trying to get a ride to college I said "yes, I will wait" So before the 10mins I went downstairs to wait for the taxi. Waiting..and waiting..10 mins has passed. Now is 30mins after the call.

I, for sure called back P. P said "Ok let me check" I was on hold for that long suffering 4 mins. With that stupid idiotic on hold tunes. I can even memorize them by now, in my mind and my heart. P picks it up again saying "I'm sorry miss there is no cab" Total I have waited up to 40mins by now, my heart was on FIRE. I told her "What? Just now a girl called me and said the cab will come in 10mins" P went "oh..is it? ok let me check" guess what? Yup another stupid idiotic on hold tune moment. For about 2 or 3 mins, P picks it up again. Saying "Oh I am sorry miss the taxi driver left, I called him and he doesn't want to go back"

The FIRE got bigger. It was up to my brain! I told her I have been waiting for the cab, I came down before that pathetic 10mins and now YOU are telling me the cab left? DAMN YOU FUCKERS ARE TERRIBLE!!

I have been calling since 730 in the morning, and now is 926am. Whatelse can I do right? SO I came back up to my house, got online find another cab number. I have never had any good experiences with P. This time just got worst. I am wondering, if all those fucking cab drivers would just work a little bit harder than jsut waiting at the bus stop overloaded with CABS why don't they just pick that damn service call? Are they just too rich to pick up any service calls? Then don't be taking other peoples working opportunities..those who really want to earn money without being bothered with service calls!

STUPID CAB DRIVERS. MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND. WORK OR NOT TO WORK. STOP LOITERING AT THE OVERLOADED BUS STOP AND TAKING UP THE BUS STOPPING SPOT. DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE RATHER THAN SITTING AROUND TALKING TRASH AND SMOKING SHIT. IF YOU ARE DAMN LAZY JUST KEEP YOUR DIRTY LAZY FAT ASS AT HOME!

That's what friends are for..

When I look at her pictures...my tears starts to sail in my eyes..and it rolled down my cheeks.

Those happy smiles I saw when she sang to me when I was down for the first time in Hawaii, those happy smiles when we got silly together playing guitar with Mahera's brother, those happy smiles when she see's JAMBA JUICE, those happy smiles when we were on the bus with Mahera making her hair on our adventorous way to WalMart ended up in HaleIwa eating L&L...

Those smiles I see in her pictures..are as happy as those days..but nothing compares. She is married...the one that is as childish as I am, the one that hides under the shades when me and Mahera happily exposing ourselves under the sun. The one that reads and writes her journal while we indulging ourselves with that dark tanning lotion...

She has always been the smartest among us...the one that pushes herself to the limit in her studies, and a good and perfect example of a good Mormon..lol..I love her for that...nothing..I mean nothing can move her away from the line of RIGHTEOUSNESS.

She now belongs to a MAN named DENNIS SIOW. Someone I met not long before I left to BYU-H. He respects me as a sister...I respected him as a brother. I remember when he first told me that he was dating her, I doubted him. *something personal* <---being honest here..but no offense Dennis..lol still love you! He knows what I am talking about.

Not long after that, I found out that they were engaged...I was enraged..WHY? because I found it through Facebook. But, Joanah made it up to me by showing me first..her wedding gown. =) I am evil.

I was talking to her today, addressing her Sis. Siow. We had the longest talk ever since I left Hawaii on Yahoo. She told me so much about me that she and Mahera had talked about. Something that I had no idea I am worth of, something that I do not know how much I meant to them. I am sitting here now, thinking about our good times, and bad times...my nose are blocked, hardly breathe, I feel tears in my eyes, visions are blurry...I love them.

Without them, I would not have felt so much joy during my down times. Without them, I would not have felt so much love. Without them, I would not have known the beauty of friendship. Without them, my hard times would not be easy. Without them, I would not have the greatest birthday away from home. Without them, I would not have had the greatest almost burnt brownie cake for my birthday. Without them, I would not have the greatest song sang to me on my birthday.

Whenever I hear this song...

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

Remember our song girls?

This is the greatest song, I ever ever sang with you both. I am trying, but I can't help it. My tears are flowing...You made me feel that I can count on you..anytime of the day...any day of the year...

I love you..

Something that I want to share with you, a card from Mahera that she slipped it in my bag..and I didn't know it until I got on the plane..and read it quietly..in tears.

"Jan-20-2007, Hawaii, Laie, BYUH at 10:00pm"
"ROOMIIEE..."
"Well! what can I say...I don't know where to start, there is so much to say!! (U know me)...But, I want you to know, that you've been my best roomate EVER...My best confident EVER...My listener when I needed, my 'FUN' partner...and I can go on & on...Thanks so much for the laughs we shared, the tears, the fun, the fears we had, the trips we had in town and around the island...Ah! only good souvenirs..

I guess it meant to be the way it is...we met & now each one of us have to go in our own way. But, that was an awesome time being with you. It has been a pleasure to meet you & hope u had a good time with me too...I know that I can be annoying but what can I do!! I guess, it's just me...Now, those our own SOUVENIRS..I really hope that we will have the change to meet again just like in 'Aloha Oe' which is why I am not saying good bye to you. Because we shall meet again...have a good trip home, take care of yourself. Find what you really want in life...Find your way & be happy, achieve your dreams. Right now, do your best in all you do. I miss you already..your friend, Mahera =)

PS: No need to have tears because we shall see each other again...ok love your friend from Tahiti...So keep smiling for me =)"

(The cover of the card: we may not have been born sisters but we're sisters in every way that counts...

The inside of the card: and today and always, I want you to know how much your friendship means to me.)

Like that I told Joanah today, "maybe me and mahera were not meant to BE there...but the 3 of us, were meant to MEET each other there"

Thank you for being the must treasurable pearl I can never replace it with any diamonds.

So..when the Sun is up

Um..so it is Saturday.

Just as random as the title..I am just bored wanting to vent some unrealistic thoughts. Went to this place called '100plus' for breakfast with fam. God! I have to say they have the LOUSIEST and TERRIBLE service. NO Offense but, damn can't they just smile with all the hard work?

Went to this counter to order my breakfast, stood there not sure who I should talk to this fella came up and asked what I wanted. I told her I want this and that, she just turned around grab the bowl and fill it up with the noodles and not saying anything YET with that bitchy look on her face.

SO, I was thinking. 'Did she get my order?' well fuck that, I told you what I want and if the food is not here by the time the rest of the dudes finishes I ain't gona pay nor eat. I mean come on guys, we are your customers, just because you got good food, doesn't mean that we deserves your lousy service.

I personally is very particular in receiving services. If I do not get it right, I will critic. SO deal with it OR get better! Don't say that I didn't warn you!

And so, I had this very weird thought's yesterday.

For the whole day, just for some unknown reasons I was thinking about somebody for like the a period of time. Sigh, only GOD knows the reason right?

SO, I was thinking what if nothing as bad as what had happened before, if the letter did not get me in trouble, if she wasn't there to mess things up, if he were to tell me the truth of all things, if he were true to me..what would it be like today?

Maybe the weddings bells would have rang long time ago, maybe we'd be happy by now, or maybe all can be unpleasant.

Then the question shoot right back in my face, 'WHY was I thinking about him? if I am so over him?' blah..human being can be so stupid sometimes, we get lost easily and no sense of direction. Maybe I had the direction and somehow it was blocked that I had to re-route...then I lost myself somewhere.

I am hating this feeling when all the memories is coming back to me...because it just doesn't make sense. Sigh..should I keep finding my way out or should I just let it go and it fades away itself..Will it fade away? Because once upon a Fall..I thought it went away..BUT THEN it is back now and .. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is stupid.

I despise PETROL INCREMENT!! argh!

Wednesday June 4, 2008 MYT 5:59:01 PM
Petrol to cost RM2.70 from midnight

KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi on Wednesday announced the new price for petrol is RM2.70 a litre, effective midnight tonight.

He announced that the price of petrol would be increased by 78sen and diesel by RM1.

The 40% increase in petrol price is part of the new fuel subsidy plan the Prime Minister announced at 5pm Wednesday.

The price of diesel goes up to RM2.58 from RM1.58.

Need your attention.

>
> Salam,
>
> Kepada semua kawan-kawan yang dikasihi . Jika anda mendapat panggilan
> telefon yang bernombor panjang Contoh : +62852731520946 dan nombor itu
> berwarna merah, diharap sangat-sangat jangan diangkat dan dijawab
> panggilan itu. Ini kerana di Indonesia sekarang , sekumpulan penuntut
> ilmu hitam sedang menguji ilmu mereka melalui telefon. Jika sesiapa
> yang menjawab panggilan itu, mulut akan berbuih dan akan mati selepas
> itu. Di Indonesia sudah 9 orang mati
dan
> malam tadi di Puchong 2 orang mati. Ini benar-benar terjadi.
>
> Tolong Sebarkan..



Translation: to all my beloved friends if u have received a phone call from a long number for example +62852731520946 and the numbers is in red colour. PLEASE DO NOT pick up the phone call. this is because in Indonesia there is a group of students testing their black magic thru phone calls. If anyone who answer the call, that person will have a seizure and die. There are 9 person who had died in Indonesia and 2 from Puchong Malaysia yesterday. This is really happening. please help spread the words.


PS: I was very worried about this as my friend came back from her hometown in Perak, Malaysia telling me that her cousin got the same call and collapsed and still unconscious in the hospital. After I read the above forward email from my friend, my worries got heavier and quickly tell my grandparents, aunts, siblings and parents about this. Then, I sms my uncle who is in Indonesia now if this is true. He replied me that yes it is true. It was in their news and they are advise to turn off their phone after 11pm. But then again IT WASN"T BLACK MAGIC. It was a SATELITE RADIATION via phone calls and it can lead to death..Then a friend of my brother told him that his mom got the same call, she was okay but the phone was caught on fire. I think it could be some sort of SATELITE RADIATION that have caused it and it can cause internal damage to a person who listened to it. So please...DO NOT PICK UP PHONE CALLS AS MENTIONED ABOVE.

Of course we are not sure how true is this, but there is no harm protecting ourselves and the ones we love. Please spread this around...

Ok..so

I went for the Trial Treatment..It was good. I had a FREE TREATMENT..haha
SO..I went in spend almost an hour and a half for all the stuff that was used on my face. It was initially free, right? Yup and I was persuaded to add in a Soothing booster to soften my skin learning that my skin is too dehydrated, sensitive and week (cost me RM180). It kind of scares me seeing my skin condition in a MAGNIFIER. SCARY.. Starts with..

1) Cleanser (Double cleanser = Foam and Soap)
2) Soothing booster
3) Hot mask
4) Cold mask
5) Moisturizer
6) Eye treatment
7) Uplifter treatment
8) Something with the water sprinkler..whatever it is called

So, after that, they scanned my skin again. Comparing to before..it did get better. And so I thought the whole thing was over. But the Supervisor, Ms.Karen sort of trying to do business with me. She analyzing my skin and gives me the approximately facial treatments that I need in order for me to recover my youthful skin and beautify it. Sounds caring right? UNTIL the part where she was trying to make a budget for me to somehow complete my treatment. So, I told her I am a student, no income but just expenses. Unrationally she was forcing me to buy it. Offering me a 4000RM for 10 treatment deal with free Soothing booster and Eye treatment. I do not think she understands any part of my means. I AM A STUDENT LIVING ON EXPENSES. Eventually I had to convinced her by saying I am paying your RM200 as deposit, I will discuss with my sponsor about it and get back to her as soon as I can.

She had promised me that there will be no forfeit of my money if I do not return. So few days ago, I called her up saying I am not interested in her product and asked for a refund. To my surprise..she was telling me that there will be NO REFUNDS!! that was actually very predictable. I told her that she did not mentioned that there will be no cash refunds but just it won't be forfeited. She went "Oh no I did tell you that there will be no refunds" I said, "How can you do that? You only tell me that you won't forfeit it you never said anything about NO CASH REFUNDS?"

I was pretty angry. Then she said I can go back anytime I want to exchange it with any product. I was like forget it. Then she was being "nice" and said "Oh Why?? you are not just going to waste your money like that? come do something and use it" I was like, "I am not interested in your product, why would I exchange it?"

I admit I was angry about that so I can't wait to just hang up. Now that I have RM200 stuck up in New York Skin Solutions, who will be willing to use it and pay me the RM200 for a treatment?

Blah...right now, I just don't have anymore interest in Facial promotions.

New York Skin Solutions

Since, I was talking about the skin issue I had..or that I am having. My cousin she recommended me something for my benefit. Ever heard of New York Skin Solutions? Well, I have seen the name around somewhere before. She recommended me to give it a try. So, I was browsing through their website, some testimonials said it works for them.
Now that they are having this Trial Promotion which comes in 3 elements,

1) One on One consultation
2) Computerized Skin Analysis and
3) 1 customized facial treatment.

I signed up for the Trial promotion, cause I was thinking it does no harm right? I have had so many treatments before from the clinics and hospitals. SO, one known product treatment ain't going to hurt..

Two days ago, I submitted the form for an appointment at the nearest outlet, (IOI Mall) at 11am till 2pm. Eunice (I hope that was her name...haha the phone was not that clear) said it needs at least 3 hours for the consultation period.

We shall see how it goes. In my heart right now, I really wish and hope that it will work this time. Like I said before, I am sick and tired of paying the money for antibiotics, pills that everytime I take it, it makes me just want to puke. I even dreamt that I had this capsule stuck in my throat and it wouldn't go down and it gives me a stingy taste in my mouth that makes me want to just puke. That is the circumstances of how sick I am with pills. If I had to take them for a period of time short enough to clear my face, honestly, I would. BUT noooo.. it is taking too long..I don't think that I can actually cope with it.

It this New York Skin Solutions is working this time, and I mean, really really working. I would not mind not eating lunch for one whole month just to save the money to fix this problem. I know I have said before that this problem does not bother me. But think about, if the "problem solver" is worth the shot, why not?

Those who are reading and are having the same issue I am having, you might want to stay tune...for the outcome. =) I think this would be the greatest thing to share with the world something good and worth paying attention to..

Cheerios!

Upbeating conversation.

So...I had this conversation with my cousin the other day. Actually, I kind of started the conversation myself. Haha

Two of my buddy is getting married May and August (Gosh..do I have to remind myself?) Well, I was frustrated and annoyed by all the news at the same time Happy for the to-be -couples. Seriously I am..

Then I asked her if she ever feels lonely at times? She said yea and she went on telling how she would fantasize sexually with the guy that she had a crush on. I was like...um wow..interesting. I mean it is only human nature right?

After that awkward and unexpected conversation. She asked me something totally out of my expectation and yet expected. She was asking me if the guys are not attracted to me is it due to my facial condition? *to peeps that know me, you know what I am talking about* Yea the pimples and acnes scars on my face. I honestly do NOT have the money to go do anything extra to make it look a whole lot better for now but a wee-bit. Creams, facial wash, antibiotics (which makes me sick everytime I try to swallow them) this is ALL that I can do for now.

Um..well I know you are waiting on my answer to that question. I told her...without hesitation, I said "Yes" ... BECAUSE now don't squint your eyes reading that because there IS a BECAUSE.. Guys that I know of, did not actually bother to look at me deeper BUT just run through my appearance. They think that it is a waste of time I guess. Some they even talk about how good that particular girl look like RIGHT in my face. Let's just put it this way, I am...and I mean it. I am USED to it.

Sometimes I feel like I will die alone. BUT..yes BUT..no one deserves to die alone right? So much so it is true but..yes BUT again. It is a lil'bit difficult for me to find someone right now.

How I wish Chris was just here to make my dream come true. Infact he was the one that convinced me, not all guys look for appearance in prior. And when I asked him what is UGLY to him in a women. Surprisingly he said, ATTITUDE. *phew* I inhaled and exhaled with relieve. At least there is ONE person in this world that thinks I am pretty?

If only a man later in future *but hurry..hahaha* will see me deeper that just my look. I may not be the smartest woman in school, I may not be the prettiest, but I am trying to be who I am suppose to be and an acceptable me.

And I still think that, no matter how ugly a woman thinks she is. Nick once told me, you have to believe in yourself that you can be what YOU want to be, you got to be confident. I do believe that. Although it is hard for me to think or believe that I am the prettiest woman on the planet, but I am confident enough to believe that I am beautiful and attractive..not by looks but by my attitude.

There is nothing about this to be depressing about.

Another one..HAHA

What Chewie Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Um..interesting...

So...this is what I am..hahaha

What Jeffriese Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

wedding bells..wedding bells..

Ok now, what is UP with these people?
What is seriously up with the wedding bells?
Did it spoil again? keep ringing by itself?
GOSH! Stop it already...
Am I just being so damn stupid or is this too good to be true?

First it was James..who is going to be in MAY
Now Joanah my best girlfriend in AUG

Blekk..so tell me? What is UP with them? Ringing the bell at the time where I cannot make it?

That is so not fair! NOT FAIR..

At this point of my life, I thought of him. Which is just so ridiculusly REEDEECUELESS! Maybe I am just a wee-a-bit overwhelmed with the wedding bells that I am having flashbacks about him. GOSH this is so not right. He had hurt me DEEP enough for me not to think about him. He had hurt me DEEP enough for me to kill him **literally**. He had hurt me DEEP enough to...um anything and everything for me to NOT TO.

Sometimes, I wonder what would it be like if things didn't turn out to be what it is today. Will I have a better life? Would he changed? Would we be happy living out there wherever we wanted to be? **Sighs** then again, things in life is just very much unpredictable. Some people say, live and let live. Whatever that means to them, it definitely means, carry on and let go. I have carried on and I have let go **which I assumed to have**..Ok..now what the heck am I babbling about?

Gosh I have no idea..Maybe I am just trying to say something that I am not sure off. So...

And so it's here

2 weeks has passed by. Nothing much has been interesting for me except the fact that I went for a week vacation at Diba's hometown. She is a very special friend of mine, whom is an "Orang Asli" means, a Native Malaysian. Her people came to Malaysia which was then called Malaya long before anyone else resides.

Her village is basically in the jungle with homes made from bamboos. A very unique way of life. The one that still haunts me is their bathrooms, it used to be far away from their houses..but now it is built behind their homes. Bamboo houses are just so fun to live in but I doubt the bathrooms.

Of course we (me and Zameel) didn't stayed at the bamboo houses, because Diba's family has moved out to what we called a small town. Which means they are living in a HOUSE, a CONCRETE HOUSE with a familiar bathroom, kitchen, living room and bedrooms.

Oh...we have also tried some of their cuisines. It is not much but tapioca's, her Cousin Chef taught us the way they used to eat tapioca

1) Soak tapioca in water until soggy
2) Peel the skins off or leave it as it is
3) Pound it until it is crushed roughly smoothen
4) Flatten it like you would to pancake size
5) Place it onto a pan with medium heat
6) You can add in anything at all that you want to eat with it
example: salt & pepper, Roti canai gravy, Bolognaise sauce
7) I LOVE IT! but just maybe not for Zameel, he did not like the taste but oh well.

I thought this should be brought out to the city...because it is just some really traditional and special dish. It is one of they meal that the Orang Asli had to survive. It should be made known to the now trendy people who have money to spend on a French cuisine.

That whole week, we went to visit some villages, mountains, water falls, went to Tapah, Teluk Intan, Cameron Highlands.

It has been real fun, but I am not going to lie. The time passed at her home was rather boring because there basically have nothing much to do. A few days over there, when we were out, we were walking in the rain. Diba and Zameel kinda had enough but as for me, hey I DON'T MIND! haha

Now that I am home, been home for a week now. GAWD lucky for INTERNET or I would be bored to death by now. I just can't wait for school to start again...

It's been a while...

wow..it has been a while since I have blogged.
I am now home, doing my thing.
Reading through my old blogs kind of brought me some memories of good and of bad.
But oh well, who never had memories right?
I am basically just glad that things that weren't too good was over
and now is a new lifer for me.
Who will be reading this anyways?
lol life is good for now.
So that is all.